Ash
20yrs old / XXX / Los Angeles, CA
I am the artist named Cendre MonstreMy work is based on women expressing passion, lust, beauty, love, and anger through their deep facial appearance. Although this is the focus of my work I also tend to create side projects. I enjoy painting monsters and creatures. I also design tattoos and paint pieces for people when requested. My art gives me the freedom to express who I am, what I feel, and what I can accomplish.I work with acrylic on wood and sometimes utilize canvas (rarely)
Every good painter paints what he is.Jackson Pollock
I paint what I am and what I think is right. Not what others believe I should be or what they would like to see painted.
I just want to blow my fucking brain out. Why am I doing this to myself? Why am I hurting the people I love? What I hate the most about myself is that I realize this side of me is wrong but I am powerless against it. why have I split in two? Why am I like this? Why me? Everyone says I can overcome this but they don’t understand that there is the possibility of me not being able to! I can lose. The thought scares me. I’m tired of fighting with these thoughts my other side brings. I don’t want to give up but it’s draining me.
To be honest I don’t want anything for my 21st birthday.
I just want to be left alone.
That was such a dick move. Ugh!
Everyday is a struggle
